You know something that has become increasingly clear about my life and the season that I find myself in is the reality that seasons are tough. Sometimes they really stretch you and it easy to see how God is teaching you. Other times they stretch you and it seems like it is near to impossible to see how any of this makes sense. No matter what, we clearly go through different seasons in life and when those seasons change they create transitions. My current one is called “Major Transition.”
Since we made things public knowledge a few weeks ago that I would be leaving NMC soon, it has been an interesting ride. But, I’m learning that maybe that is a good thing. I’m also learning that sometimes, when we embrace that change, and all of the emotions and feelings that come with it, as a given reality, we can come to grips with how to deal with reality. So, rather than try and sugarcoat this part of my life and try and make light of the life that I have been given, I am working to step up and do what I do, and have found myself doing all of my life, lead.
I have noticed, in the middle of this transition is the need for me to still function and function well. I’m leaving, but I’m not dying (at least I don’t think I am) and if I believe what I say I believe, my goal is to see people come into a life-changing relationship with Jesus, not me. Yet, it is our lives and the stories that God continues to write that tell others of how much he loves and cherishes us, and takes care of us in light of these transitions. I think every story is worth sharing.
I say all of that to say this: I sense God pushing me to share in my experience; to allow this blog to become a place of relating the ways that I am processing through different situations. Obviously, there are certain things that will remain in my journal, but I sense Him wanting me to write about this transition. So, write I will. I want my life to bring Him glory; every aspect. Not just the nice things that I say, but how I struggle through different decisions; different situations. So, with that, the next few months will be good. I’m excited. I hope that you will come along on this journey as well.